The touchy mail of my lovely buddy

I have found myself and got closer to God and realized I don't have to have someone to be happy. We can't find our happiness through someone else, it comes from within.

I am more at ease with myself and have more self confidence in what I can and can't do.

However I do miss having someone to snuggle and cuddle with and to hugg and kiss. I love to feel love from someone, even though I know it is not all there is to life. It is nice.

Yes, it has been too long. But I still don't want to jump into a relationship just because of being lonely. That is the worst way to hook up with someone. It usually is for all the wring reason and doesn't work

No, honesly I said I loved her, Past tense. She tore the love for her out of my heart and it could never be the same again. I still have lots of love but it will be given to another woman. She had her chance. (Dewey Jhonston)

BAD RELATIONSHIP

ini nih ciri-cirinya:

1. Si dia IDOLA atau panutan kita, SATU-SATUNYA!

2. Kita memikirkan dia setiap hari, sehari saja tak ketemu rasanya kangen banget, sementara si dia belum tentu.

3. Dalam hati kita tau kalau dia tidak mencintai kita seperti kita mencintainya, atau sebaliknya. Namun tetap dilanjutkan karena alasan yang dibuat-buat.

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4. Saat memulai hubungan, si dia atau kita masih punya pacar, atau keduanya.

5. Kita percaya banget bahwa si dia baik, meski semua orang di dekat kita bilang TIDAK...!

6. saat bersama, kita merasa tidak nyambung... contohnya kita atau si dia ga percaya diri, tidak nyaman, atau tidak merasakan keberadaan pasangan. Bahkan kadang pertemuan selalu berakhir dengan pertengkaran.

7.Cuma kita yg merasa bertanggungjawab menyelamatkan hubungan dengan dia, sementara dia cuek aja, atau sebaliknya.

Nah pernah merasakan salah satu ciri2 diatas??? Hati-hati bisa jadi anda terlalu menutup mata dan telinga demi hubungan yang semu….

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2006

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2006